fuck this shit

i really hate this.
I'm so much sick of this freakin lifestyle.
i don't know, its like i am deprived to do things that i want to do in my own place.
i mean its not my own place. i live somewhere, where i need to adjust and pretend that i am nice to people whom i don't really feel like living with.
i don't have no choice. i still don't earn my own money. if only I'm already earning and i would really love to have my own place.
if only i don't have this freakin thesis proposal i would love to go back to my mom's place.
its much nicer to live there.. i mean really nice.. where you could really say that place is a home. not like here.. i really cant move. its like I'm at small room and I'm suffocated, bit by bit.. running out of air. its really hard dealing with people with different personalities. thats the reason why i go somewhere after school, i really hope i can get over this shit.
ps:
if youre one of the person im living with and now you're reading this post.. now you're aware of how im feelin.